Back Again.. Well nothing much to do in work today. Guess everyday was same as today.. But its not.. OK lets make note what I have done this week :

Monday: Running away from my local manager and waaiting for the devices
Tuesday: Implementing new helpdesk system.
WED: Job done!! congratulated by my Manager
THURS: Another day to fix up electrical problem in the new office,,,
FRI: Almost nothing.

Ohh..by the way, I met Racquell the other day. She is from one of our shareholder companies. Goddamn she is hot. I think she is divorced and with kids. Still she is HOT and she is one of my kind. She flirted a bit with me on Monday. But I acted I did not care. But mmmm...her legs and boobies are nice. Also she wore very short skirt and showed me her nice tanned leg everytime she was talking with me.

Well, this is none of my business. I don't want to mix up the job and personal life. But damn Racquell I would love to F**K you. ;-)

mY fUCKEN Life

Most of the time I think I screwed my life. :D:D I don't know why I feel that. But I think it is true. Today was supposed to be my day. I was supposed to be the happiest person in this city. But I am not. Because-something inside me is killing me and I don't know what is that and why is that?

I have got a pay rise today. It will be effective from next year. I should be happy for it. But I am not. I served this company for last 6 months and I have a feeling that I am not doing enough. I got pay rise because of the company policy not for my performence. Am I going NUTs??!!?? May be I am. I think I am screwed and I should do something about myself. May be I need a break.

Today I found out a secret of corporate officials. Corporates SUCKS!! They are the biggest leechers in the history of modern civilization. They just pretend to work hard. But they actually do nothing..know nothing. What a Jerk!! Shame on them.

I got pissed by one of the big bosses few months ago in absence of my Manager. Fuck YOU Motherfucker!! You don't have a clue what I do in this company and for this company..who the hell are you to teach me lessons!! I wish I could have told him about it. But I know I will not be able to brave enough to tell him this. That son of a bitch just got the highest bonus and pay rise in this year. Screw you BITCH!!

Anyways, I know he does not like me as I showed him indirect fingers and I think he knows about it. Who cares? I will leave this company in few years time. After that I will be out of your reach you crazy BUstard!!

Anywayz..be back soon with more updates...


Regards,
Screwing_myself